When things move, as they inevitably do, it's sometimes difficult to focus on where they are moving to exactly. At the time you ride the movement and take what comes but when the moving slows down...and you look back...it's a pretty amazing picture.
I've been feeling dizzy (literally being dizzy) at the speed and intensity of the recent movements that I have been experiencing in the form of moving house, moving into becoming a dad, moving into new understandings about myself and others, moving my priorities and moving myself into a space where I can breathe and begin the next stage in my existence.
I am gently creating a space to bring new life- it's a wonderful process. It feels so liberating to have the opportunity to write about it too, to share with others, in the hope that they can gain something from it and realise they are not alone.
The world is noticeably changing now and we are here together, right now, to help this change.
I love you
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Tuesday, 28 April 2009
Movement
Thursday, 9 April 2009
Isolation
Now there is nothing wrong with being isolated. In fact it has been the most expanding, self-teaching, biggest learning experience of my life so far. So much has been allowed to freely change and grow in the place which I currently inhabit but it has reached its natural end. It is time to move into a town where the community lives and begin sharing the footpaths again.
I will have lived in what some could genuinely call 'isolation' for a year. That's enough time. I had the opportunity to grow food in a huge garden but it passed me by. The neighbours love to hear me playing piano, they are friendly (the 6 neighbours that there are) and it's been a wonderful time.
When I leave work, or a friends, or a gig and drive up the road to come home, when i am driving from civilisation into a village that probably only has a few hundred inhabitants, up the quiet empty track to the quiet cottage... it feels like i've just run away from everything. It feels like I am a million miles away from family, friends and loved ones. Of course this is an illusion as I am always in constant cuddle distance of my loving, wonderful lady... but sometimes we all need different interactions with different people. I know she feels the same too. We're going to be a family soon and it is my belief that the closer we are to more people, the better it will be for everybody.
I am a social person. I love interaction. It's time to interact now :)
Thursday, 19 March 2009
Fatherhood and Babies
A beautiful woman is carrying my baby, carrying her baby... carrying a baby. A person created by two people growing inside one of those people who helped to create that person... It blows my mind every time I think about it.
Gina, a woman who I love, has committed to one of the most challenging yet beautiful acts of creation there could possibly be. Nurturing and protecting a life inside her body until the day arrives (approximately the 24th July!!) when that very life will join us in the world outside the womb. Does that growth only lie with the mother though?
Something is growing inside me too. I never imagined it to be so subtle but I feel that not only is that baby growing inside Gina, connected to her, but it is also growing inside me too. Connected to me through an energetic link. I can feel their growth and how they feel inside... they feel happy. That baby feels peace and LOTS of love.
We are all growing together and this creates such a connected feeling of the purest love there could be. I feel like we're changing the world.
Daddy J & Mummy G
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Tuesday, 17 March 2009
The Journey of LIFE!
I'm sure we'd all like to believe that the future is something to 'look forward to' or the past is something we'd 'prefer to forget'... but consider this... As we go about our daily lives, go to work, eat our food, have conversations, write blogs like this, drive around in our cars, on buses, on trains, watch television, play on the computer, go on video download sites, write music, create art, hug, kiss, make love, go on holiday, fantasise, dream and complain- are we aware of the present moment and how special it is?
Do we miss the moment every moment and occasionally glimpse its miraculous beauty when it becomes the 'Past'?
Life is a constant, flowing journey and if we choose a destination we will arrive there but the journey will continue because as we arrive we will want another destination to arrive at- so we continue on our journey. But in reality our destination is always here and it is up to us to remember to arrive whenever we choose because we carry those destinations around with us on this journey.
Some of the journey can be turbulent, some of the journey can be slow but it never stops. We are always moving. You can close your eyes and miss the journey or watch as everything appears, disappears, comes into view... you can choose to stop whenever you like and experience those arrivals or you can keep on travelling. It's as simple as the breath from our bodies.
Life is a constant journey and we all choose the route.
Are we be riding on the same train?
Love, Peace and Blessings to you
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Leia Mais…
Monday, 16 March 2009
New World Order... or is there?
For a number of years i have been aware of a number of people, including myself, who have been doing research into the 'New World Order' and the people behind it. It's an interesting and highly debated topic.
One thing that strikes me as powerfully unusual however is the absolute amount of anger that it causes. People would seriously sever all contact with friends, family and loved ones if they didn't buy into the whole 'New World Order' scenario.
I have personally been attacked (verbally) because my beliefs focus on love, peace and acceptance and have been called a 'sheeple' which is a common term used by those who are spreading fear about this topic.
Now it is my belief that these people in 'power' who are making decisions in the world are misguided, troubled and emotionally discharged. Their experience of love and feelings of peace are buried so DEEP underneath their ego, that they are completely unaware of the damage they are causing both to the planet and to human beings. I accept them into my heart with unconditional love... only then can they be released. This doesn't mean i ignore the things they are doing but you wouldn't ignore a child's bad behaviour would you?
These people need treating like children because they are expressing bad behaviour... they have never had the opportunity of Love like a lot of people, never been shown how to behave socially as they are brought up in such a strange and 'outsider' environment. They are still children- but badly behaved ones.
David Icke has been a figurehead in the condemnation and sometimes brutal attacks on these people in the same breath as talking about Love... that isn't love. That is something else.
What the people of the world need to do is LOVE these people who are killing. Love those who destroy the earth... because then we can get through to them. Then we can gently and compassionately send them away. Only through accepting them as HUMAN BEINGS just like you and I can we understand why we do the things WE do and, on a much smaller scale, do exactly the same to ourselves every single day.
This is the Age of the War on the Self and everyone is playing a part... Love will end it all. Only Love can end World War III because war can only ever exist when there is something to fight about.
Acceptance can never breed War and yet it is the hardest thing man could ever choose to do because man doesn't accept himself yet. This is the wake up call.